Roleplaying

I embarrassed myself at the game yesterday. I tried not to, but someone started complaining about having to give up the plot points he was saving (Hey-hey, same problem as last week) and I got pissed.

( Me being grumpy. Whine whine, grumble, that sort. )

I talked to Jeff about it while he drove me home, and we'll see what we can do to fix the me-feeling-uncreative-and/or-useless situation. But I get the feeling that I just suck at this type of RPG.

But I keep listening to it...

Wow. I just looked this up finally... and man alive is it disturbing.

( Within Temptation - Angels )

It's got exactly the same feeling - and some of the themes - as one of my worst nightmares about the breakup. Makes me feel kind of sick...