Urg

[mayamaia]

I should be studying, but instead I'm being all depressed and girlish.

I am so sick of girl talk. I love the girls, but I keep getting asked questions about former relationships and what happened with them and WHY and above all "so why not be with him now?" RARRRRRRRRRRGH. IT'S NOT THAT SIMPLE, YOU LITTLE CHILDREN.

I want it to be simple, but it's not my choice, the world doesn't shape itself to my whim - and even if it did, I would be so creeped out that I'd implement the "no shaping to my whim" rule and that would be that. I'd make a terrible deity, because I'd be scared of being proved to be a deity and immediately self-sabotage.

But regardless, I'm sick of talking about boys and I'm sick of being comfortable with having one around to play lapdog (yes, I'm exaggerating, I know) and I'm sick of finding it easier to think about boys than my real problems.

Oh man I wish the real problems would melt away, cause then I wouldn't need to take my mind off them by thinking about boys.

Comments

[dragonscholar.livejournal.com]

All I can say is I hope you feel better.

[goonlord.livejournal.com]

Stop whining.

[mayamaia.livejournal.com]

Don't panic would be more useful.

Boys

[raccoonmask.livejournal.com]

Boys aren't worth it. Cute girls are where its at. }:)

...you TOO?!

[mayamaia.livejournal.com]

Oh man, not another former who's hoping I'll change teams.... *grins*

Re: ...you TOO?!

[raccoonmask.livejournal.com]

What? Nah. I was mostly speaking for myself... Making snippy little comments that don't really mean anything.

Re: ...you TOO?!

[mayamaia.livejournal.com]

Hee. Back to your "wouldn't mind as long as you get to share", then?

Re: ...you TOO?!

[raccoonmask.livejournal.com]

You should know I wouldn't share. You're mine, all mine. :D

*rolls eyes*

[mayamaia.livejournal.com]

*smacks Ben on the nose* Bad Ben! No possessiveness!

Silly former.

[donnickcottage.livejournal.com]

Thing about puppies! Boys are overrated.

[animate-mush.livejournal.com]

At least you're not confusing "thinking about boys" and "real problems." Good luck to you with both!

[mayamaia.livejournal.com]

I like to think that I'm smarter than that.... whether I am or not has yet to be seen.