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Schtuffness
Oct. 23rd, 2008 05:56 pmThe test has been taken! And I think I did pretty well. I'm guessing B-range, since I know something went wrong on #1.
Also, I just barely caught a bad mistake on the last problem, thank goodness he wasn't holding us strictly to time.
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In other news, I'm not willing to relinquish my unhappiness yesterday to the assumption that hormones made me sensitive, because I know the concerns it was grounded in have been around for years now. I want the guy to stop assuming the worst about me unless he's willing to talk and be proved wrong.
As usual in my dying relationships, I want some sort of advocate. If I'm already at a low point of respect relative to someone, but they remain at a high point in my affections despite my best efforts, it would be nice to have a middleman, to even up the playing field in an argument. I know that's a sucky situation to be in, and it rarely works, but... it makes it less personally painful.
Wouldn't it be nice to forget...
Also, I just barely caught a bad mistake on the last problem, thank goodness he wasn't holding us strictly to time.
************
In other news, I'm not willing to relinquish my unhappiness yesterday to the assumption that hormones made me sensitive, because I know the concerns it was grounded in have been around for years now. I want the guy to stop assuming the worst about me unless he's willing to talk and be proved wrong.
As usual in my dying relationships, I want some sort of advocate. If I'm already at a low point of respect relative to someone, but they remain at a high point in my affections despite my best efforts, it would be nice to have a middleman, to even up the playing field in an argument. I know that's a sucky situation to be in, and it rarely works, but... it makes it less personally painful.
Wouldn't it be nice to forget...
