May. 23rd, 2008

mayamaia: (Aia)
I stayed up most of the night last night, and around 4:30 I went for a very short run from giddy restlessness.

When I got back to the dorm, I was in such a good mood that I actually went outside and sang to one of the birds. The lyrics were simple and sappy, like something from Disney. Part of me was thinking "Who the **** do you think you are?!" But another part was thinking, "But it's singing back!"

And it was too. I spent several minutes harmonizing with the little thing.

...sometimes I wish I could bottle my good moods.
1 2 3 4
I declare a time war!
5 6 7 8
Killing Time Lords is so great!
Gooooooo Daleks!


And to make things worse, I was doodling hearts in my physics book during class today.

On the bright side, I told the bird story to Rachel and Tamara and they were practicing bird calls for a few minutes afterward.

Ufff

May. 23rd, 2008 11:44 pm
...that was strange and unpleasant.

A few things went wrong with this week's programming homework - the computer wasn't recognizing the matlab license, so the only problems I could do were the difficult pencil ones and the professor had gone home early. And I started getting so worked up over trying to get SOMETHING to turn in that I basically triggered an anxiety attack. For, really, no good reason. That's part of the point of coming to school on my own, after all - that the small setbacks aren't the end of my world.

But after having two people interrupt my attempts to stop crying with asking why, I just went into my room to sleep it away. And woke five hours later, wondering why the girls haven't called me at all. (Presumably they have other things to do.)(Ah well.)

Sally tomorrow! That shall be wonderful.

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