Oct. 29th, 2006
temptation
Oct. 29th, 2006 09:34 pmFighting the desire to feel desirable - in lieu of messing with Jeff, I am tempted to mess with people for whom I know better.
Resisting, so far. I learned that lesson really d**n well with my first boyfriend. I don't want that. Never, never again.
... some guy, any guy.... at least someone will have a happily ever after.... I can make him happy, so I'll be happy with that....
Alas that Kaster could not look back on it without pain, but I understand. "I'm sorry that I couldn't give you the relationship that you wanted, or the breakup that you wanted." *sighs*
We were once young and blessed with wings
No heights could keep us from their reach
No sacred place we did not soar
Still greater things burned within us
I don't regret the choices that I've made
I know you feel the same